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These Unwanted Songs

by Mark Allan Jensen

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I gave the world my soul it gave me nothing in return now the fires are growing cold on all the bridges that i've burned and i'm sitting here wondering what went wrong that my whole life should be written down in these unwanted songs what am i here for what purpose have i served i've knocked on slamming doors until my knuckles bled and my spirit hurt still i'm sitting here wondering what went wrong that my whole life should be written down in these unwanted songs tell me why did you pass by me Lord? when I die will you hear my cry , oh, Lord? or will you ignore that too like you always do just like you always do
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She said what do you see in me that would make you stay right here if you get famous with those songs that you write she said you can do better than me well, that's not what I see because she wears her soul just right behind her eyes I see a beautiful girl who's been wounded by the world with a heart so broken she tries to hide away but she just wants to be accepted to be important somehow and when I look at her, that's all I'm seeing now she says , one day you'll leave that's what I believe and i just look at her and shake my head and I ask why would I do that when you're the only one I know that when I gave my love to you, you gave it back bridge: I see the child inside when I look into her eyes she's afraid of dying lost and all alone now I could never leave her cause i know i'd break her heart and in her heart, is where I finally found a home
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if i fail this time i won't only lose my mind no, i'd lose everything and any hope of ever finding something beautiful i don't know what i'd do if you ever said you didn't love me too or if i did anything to ever make you doubt that this was something magical it would sure do my head in if i couldn't see your face again if i couldn't feel your hands against my skin i'd drop out of this human race throw in the towel and accept my fate cause if i lose now it means i'll never win i'll never win If I fail this time if i break this time my soul will never spill another rhyme no, I would fall apart while the pieces of my heart continue bleeding if you ever found that loving me only brings you down or if I made you cry and mad you think that I was someone not worth keeping it would sure to my head in if i couldn't see your face again if i couldn't feel your hands against my skin i'd drop out of this human race throw in the towel and accept my fate cause if i lose now it means i'll never win i'll never win If I fail this time so I don't want to fail this time
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I Don't Know 04:06
Yes, I'm alive but i don't know for how much longer anymore some people say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger but i don't know cause my dreams; they won't come true and it seems that now neither will you neither will you I'm dying here trying to pretend i'll be alright but i don't know my fear keeps growing stronger every night in my soul and my dreams; they won't come true and it seems that now, neither will you neither will you well i know it's all my fault that i'll never see your face cause i can't seem to keep my feet standing still in one place and i have dreams that won't some true and it seems that now neither will you neither will you some people say what doesn't kill you makes you stronger but i don't know
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All My Life 03:38
you walked into the room smiled at me and said hello and I came alive took my hand caught my eye and spoke your name and i almost died i love the way your hair falls down and wraps around your shoulders i love the sparkle in your eyes tonight you probably don't know it yet but i would love to hold you press my lips against your ear and whisper "I've loved you all my life" I've loved you all my life how can I ever make you understand that these words are true all my years I've been looking all around this world for you
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This Far 03:29
well your heart may be scarred but just let me try to heal it let me have the chance to show what I can do and your mind may be troubled with the terrors from your childhood but i'll fight to chase them all away from you we both know how this could go we could break each other's hearts but i don't think that we've come this far just to fall down just to fall down again my heart is where you are and you have every right to claim it it's been yours since i was just a little boy if you give me yours i promise i'll protect it and i will never treat it like a toy bridge: we've both been at the bottom we know how it feels to fall but i believe that destiny has decided we've had enough of it all and i think we know that we won't go to where we break each other's hearts and i don't think that we've come this far just to fall down again
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Hazel Green 03:28
Well I've been hanging around this lonely little town in Alabama , called Hazel Green and it's sitting here outside this house on this front porch where i met my fantasy if i could just hoc this song she'd be right here with me i'd drive up to cold Minnesota and bring her back to Hazel Green I'd bring her back to hazel Green well she says she's been waiting for me to come along she's been wondering where I've been so I told her about all the lessons I had learned in this town of Hazel Green now i if I could just hoc this song she'd be right here with me i'd go up to cold Minnesota and bring her back to Hazel Green Does anybody want this song see, I need my Wendy Jean I've got to go up to cold Minnesota and bring her back to Hazel Green I need her back in Hazel Green
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Enough 03:42
I think I've had enough of religion and politics and all of that stuff cause they're always lying to me they make my life a prison and tell me I'm free they won't give us mud for mortar but they expect us to collect their straw still they demand a quota so they can put another brick in their walls i think i've seen enough of the hate that causes us to spill each others blood and instead of killing their own they come to our doorsteps and rob us of our sons they use our blood for mortar but they expect us to collect their straw still they demand a quota so they can put another brick in their walls but the walls they're building are bars for you and me when will we open our eyes and realize we're not free
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Too much heartache too much pain I don't know that you really know my name too much worry too much doubt I can't hear you whisper over this world shouting out at me and it keeps shouting out at me I've never seen a blind man see or a lame man walk again I've never watched someone healed of leprosy I've never seen a demon come out of a man so tell me, why should we believe? Too music sorrow too much grief no matter how hard I pray there's no relief too much anger too much hate they say, "all in God's time" I say He's running kind of late I think He's running kind of late
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I Miss You 03:41
I miss you Oh, I miss you I know it sounds crazy because I've never met you but my God how I miss you Oh, I miss you I've been running 'round this crazy world just looking for clues about you and I die a little every day having to live without you I miss you, my god how I miss you I need you Oh, I need you I know it sounds crazy but nothing could be more true than just how much I need you my god, how I need you bridge: well I may never be by your side but I hope I will before I die I've dreamt about you from when I was young and you've been in every song I've sung though I've never touched your face or felt the warmth of your embrace oh my god, I miss you
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this may be my last breath; I don't know I just feel myself growing old and there's still too much of me to be any good and I haven't done anything that you said i would so what am i still doing here? what am I still doing here? whisper something in my ear and tell me what I'm doing here you say God loves me but how can you be sure? these sins that I bear what cross could endure? when i look in the mirror it's not my face i see no, it's the ugliness that lives inside of me bridge: I've disgraced your name and I put you to open shame yes, I've read what you said it's just so hard to believe in anymore so hard to believe in
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released January 1, 2014

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Mark Allan Jensen Hudson, Wisconsin

Raised along the Mississippi river near St Louis , MO. , Mark Allan Jensen was exposed to a wide variety of music from the Blues to Old School Rap and everything in between including Christian Rock. He was moved by the soothing sounds of contemporary worship services at a church he attended at a young age, and began to incorporate those haunting melodies and chord progressions into his own writin ... more

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